Bittersweet Symphony

我经常有错觉。

觉得我可以不说话。觉得我可以不参加无聊的社交。觉得我可以解决所有的争端。觉得我可以满足所有人的期待。觉得我不能不开心。觉得我必须保持永远地耐心和温和。

说出来就发现，是错觉了。

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I'm nothing but ordinary. So I can enjoy everthing that are common and ordinary.

I also have the time that don't want to talk to anyone. I also have the time that want to escape from the classroom. I also have the time that only want to share with someone but not everyone.

I am appreciated that so many people hold high expectation on me. But I do not live for anyone else. I just live for me myself. If I can not arrange or lead my life well, only I myself can shoulder the responsibility.

And only myself know who I want to and should cherish;who deserves my time, my heeats and my energy. I am not a so excellent people, so I will enjoy a happy and healthy life, just like you, like everyone. We all know that don't treat people in the way that you don't want to suffer.

Confronting such a huge, chaos, charming world, we don't have so many choices. This is the worst and the best time for all of us, for the history. I may live today just as I will die soon.  And, who knows how is the future like? We have google, microsoft and UN that always changing the world as we know. So how about give up those spliting hairs, to love, to hug, to enjoy those things have exsited at present?